Here’s where I am.


Apparently, Mail Chimp, my email marketing service, dumped me because I posted things that went against the COVID narrative a while back and sent it to my hundreds of subscribers. Things that turned out to be true. I also lost my Vimeo channel for the same reason.

I’m mostly ignorant of web design and I can’t afford a webmaster. Almost every time I come back to post something my site’s software has updated so much is nearly impossible for me to figure out how to post anything that looks good (see the last post a year ago) or customize my pages without spending a lot of time learning the updates to new versions in the background.… Read more

“Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them.” Ephesians 5:11.

“Thus Heaven I’ve forfeited, I know it full well. My soul, once true to God, Is chosen for Hell.” Karl Marx, “The Pale Maiden,” 1837

After discovering more about Marxism than I care to, I’ve come to the conclusion that it is the “light of Lucifer” in these contemporary times. It shape-shifts through history so it will be relevant to the times.… Read more

I went to a highfalutin car dealership this morning for an overpriced part. I’ve been going to work because my industry is considered “essential”.

I don’t wear a mask there or anywhere. 95% or more don’t either. When I saw 100% of the employees at this dealership wearing masks I became disconcerted. It was a Twilight Zone moment for me. It truly felt like I had crossed a portal into an alternative reality. I bet you 50% or more of the workers think this is stupid.… Read more

The All-Seeing Eye

Many of my conservative Christian friends on Facebook have repeatedly used a negative term to describe the type of person I have become since Trump was elected. I’ve become a non-conventional liberty-loving person. My Christian worldview has expanded and my view of history deepened. I have doubts about business as usual from the pulpit and conventional worldviews and I think the government we now know is the Wizard of Oz or yard art.… Read more

Over the last 3-plus years, I’ve read around 175 books too fast because I was fascinated with the topics. The same goes for YouTube channels on those subjects. Also many in-depth documentaries amateur and pro.

I have come to believe that Satanic forces are at the heart of all this evil tyrannical bull shit we’re seeing worldwide. We’re being punked on an incalculable level to the point of our finite minds being overwhelmed. I believe/hope the veil will be torn away sooner than later, a defining/redefining moment when we see how punked we’ve been.… Read more

Police Departments are announcing throughout the nation that they won’t be responding to “low level” crimes. Isn’t that something you wanna hold close to your kevlar vest? The criminals know it’s a free-for-all now!

When I defend what I believe to be *essential*, my property, my loved ones and myself. I will just point to this announcement when you come to gather the remains of the criminal. I will point out that the trespasser was not properly exercising *social distancing* guidelines.… Read more

On my personal Facebook, I NEVER talk about my job or where I am employed. NEVER. The reason, of course, is my outspokenness on a lot of topics. I don’t want my employer, who may differ with me, to hold any animosity toward me. That said, I would never mistreat anyone at my place of employment due to their beliefs shared on Facebook.

I’m kinda old fashioned. I think you’re entitled to your opinion. But I have had fellow workers report me and/or hand out copies of my posts on Facebook to other employees.… Read more

This is an exploration, not a proclamation. And it’s a safe bet that a lot of us are doing it. Searching our souls in these perilous times.

Through the years I tend to understand myself better by deep conversations with another person and/or through deep journaling. I have stacks of notebooks. Although I advise against making Facebook or blogs your diary sometimes what is most personal is also most universal.

At this point, I’m enduring this pandemic and my government’s overreach like I endure bad weather.… Read more

The above video reminds of the bible verse Matthew 26:41. Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.

I also think this frame of mind he refers to has something to do with addiction’s false narrative or hook in our lives, like porn or a blow-up doll in place of the intimacy of a real woman.

“We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea.Read more

Noah’s flood is referred to many times in the biblical text. That said, in almost every ancient culture worldwide there is a reference to a worldwide flood. It’s not only the epic of Gilgamesh. There is also overwhelming geological evidence.

The other profound thing is WHY did God send a devastating flood? The beginning of the “why” is stated in Genesis 6:1-4. And the punishment for what happened is referred to in Jude 1:6 and 2 Peter 2:4.… Read more